If there's anybody out there?

Anybody reading this has probably stumbled upon this rambling little entry by mistake, but since your here then your welcome to continue reading. I'm not much of a blogger anymore, more of a reader of blog's, but lets give this ago.

I think its fair to say that in the past my commitment to reaching that UGW has wavered, and the weight creeps  back, but once it gets back the voice inside my head starts counting calories, asking if I need that last bite. For sometime I've felt trapped by this voice, and I've spent a lot of time trying to rid myself of her and the misery she brings me. But this, for me, is the final time. I have a goal. Not to be taken over by feelings of obsessive misery. I just want control. I want the thigh gap. I want my bikini body. I want to see my beautiful bones. I want to reach 8.7stone.

So.. that's pretty short, and I guess its given you an insight. Now I'm going to try and get there, with some serious motivational music, some kickass blogs and I'm not going to get sucked into the spiral I ended up in a few years ago when I was blogging on a blog which is now removed.

Stats:
HW: 182lb (13st)
LW: 128.8lb (9st 2lb)
CW: 140issssh (vom) , my scales seriously need a new battery which I'll be getting later on today
GW: 120-123lb

Height, I feel is important to mention, and I'm approximately 5'10 and I wear (currently) a UK size 10.


Until next time, heres some motivation for you beauties :)